2 WEEKS LEFT OF FORMAL EDUCATION!!! I hope...

It's been a crazy month for me! And when looking back I can honestly say that I'm pretty damn proud of myself... I'm taking risks, moving forward, and stretching myself beyond what i could've ever imagined.

These days I'm TRYING to live simple, being alittle more carefree.. but the reality is that life's..pretty... complicated! 'Simple' doesn't seem to follow me ANYWHERE I go! This ain't a new phenomenon in my life, complication that is... so in a way for me to be suprized is for me to be naive.

Accepting the 'reality' of life can be discouraging at times, but realizing that 'reality' is the starting point of your life's adventures, helps build hope rather than defeat. The only way to cope with and make the most of 'reality', is to see it as a place to lauch rather then a dead end.

It's been a long time since I've posted anything... and it's all facebooks fault. While on the topic...in comparing facebook to xanga (considering i have an essay due in acouple of hours and no time to be bothering with the issue.. :) i've noticed that the only reason people are drawn to one is that it doesn't involve much thinking or care. Facebook kinda feels like a 'quicky', it's got a 'one night stand' feel to it don't u think? Alot of surface level stuff. Accept a friend here, read mediocre comments there, look at some pictures... it all doesn't mean much. 

We need to come back to the time where we place the TIME and EFFORT into each blog we post! AMEN?! All this 'wall posting' buisness on facebook has drifted us from the depth of thought-provoking blogs. WHERE'S THE SUBSTANCE PEOPLE! okay.... this post is getting out of HAND. I'm just using it to avoid my essay i gotta to write... so i'll leave the issue for the moment. I apologize for the randomness... i'm not thinking straight right now, too much to do!! TOO MUCH TO DO!!

2 more PAGES TO GO!!!

momentary freedom STARTING 5 hrs from now.....

have a blessed day people :)